Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did 4/5 of my personal PC work and I got dressed to head out somewhere.
I went to a local kitchen to have lunch and when I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I finished my personal PC work and I relaxed while watching a little TV.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I had no temptations to act out on the unnatural desires that I have.I wasn't tempted to fantasize nor lust after any men.No sexual images of men clouded my mind and I managed to get through the day unscathed.I went out to lunch and I also went home after eating it.Though I managed to escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It isn't that I am worried,but I have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time and throw lots of temptations at me.I have to be on guard and I also have to be mindful and watchful of these things.I can't let Satan and his minions get what they want nor want me to do.I can't let them get the satisfaction that they want.I still need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get from my fellow blog followers and readers.Please continue praying for as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I need both of these types of support badly and desperately.I am always in need of support as I have very limited resources in my hometown in regards to SSA support and I do feel alone as a result of this.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular fight and struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.They both help keep me going.They also help keep both my determination and motivation strong.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Tomorrow,since it's supposed to rain all day,I have nothing else planned.I am simply thinking of staying home and catching up on some much needed work in the house that I have been putting off.I might relax for a bot after doing it.
That was my day today and my hopes and pans for the day ahead.FJ