Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did some checking up online and after that,I decided to have my usual quick breakfast early.Before I showered,I did some more cleaning up around the house and when that was finished,I showered quickly.After my shower,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I decided to relax and take it easy for a while.Since my car is out of commission right now,I have nothing to do nor anyplace to go.
I simply spent most of my time online as I tried to keep myself busy by reading things online,such as news articles and Wikipedia pages.I also did a little bit more cleaning up around the house to keep myself busy.I am hoping that my car can get fixed soon as I really need it.After doing a little bit more of the cleaning,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to watch a DVD that I popped into the DVD player and I relaxed while watching it.I also did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it is,I had no problems with temptations today.It was a relief,but I still need to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any minute of any day.I want to show my Heavenly Father that I am serious about wanting to heal from and overcome SSA.I have to show the unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask in the name of his son Jesus Christ for the strength to help me fight and resist these terrible temptations.I want to avoid sinning against my Heavenly Father as much as possible.Fellow blog followers and readers,I would appreciate it if you would continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support real badly and desperately as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time with my car out of commission at the moment.I really need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get.Your support in both of these areas do help me in a big way.They really do.They both help keep me going each and every day.They also show me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a visit at my house by a former pastor who also has struggled with SSA in his own life,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ