Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful,exciting and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had a cup of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had another cup of coffee and my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly got dressed up in a suit and I phoned my niece and she took me to church today so I could be there for the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
It was an exciting day in church this morning as it was not only the day of Pentecost,but it was also Confirmation Sunday as six youngsters were confirmed today.I also did another Holy Bible reading in church in front of the congregation this morning and there was also Holy Communion.
The whole morning in church was wonderful.After it was over,I phoned my niece and she picked me up and we headed for home.
On the way home,we stopped at the local Sears so I could pay a bill there and after that,we went to a nearby supermarket to pick up a few things.After we were finished,we headed straight home.She dropped me off first and she headed for home.
When I got into the house,I got out of my suit and into a pair of shorts and started to do my personal PC work.Later on,as I was doing this,my niece came back over and she did my front lawn and when she was finished,she went back to her own house.I finished my personal PC work and I even had a talk with a former pastor who called me and we talked about struggles with SSA.We are hoping to meet this Tuesday and after we finished talking and hung up,I decided to do some cleaning up in the kitchen and after it was finished,I received another phone call from a friend who I have been reconnecting with through Facebook and we talked for a few minutes.After we hung up,I ate.
After eating,I decided to do some more personal PC work and relaxed for the rest of the evening.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful,exciting and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to act out on the unnatural desires that I have and I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I was tempted to fantasize and lust after other men and I really needed my Heavenly Father to give me strength to help me fight and resist.I prayed and I prayed until the temptation was nil and when I was finished,I felt stronger as I truly believed that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day with no problems,but stood on guard and continued to be watchful as Satan and his minions could strike again any minute.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I still need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.I am still going through a very difficult emotional time and I need all the support that I can get.Your support helps keep me going.They also continue to reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this struggle.They also help keep both my determination and my motivation strong.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I don't have much planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ