Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had two cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished with my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and ready for a visit with a former pastor in regards to SSA.When he arrived,I let him in and he also had a friend with him who sat in on the conversation.
The conversation,which went for about 45 minutes,was wonderful.He supplied his e-mail address and we shook hands as they left.After they left,I did my personal PC work.After that was finished,I did some more work around the house that had to get done.After that was done,I relaxed for a while did some reading online.After doing some more personal PC work,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I relaxed and enjoyed some music.Later on,as the day wound down,I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,as a result of the visit with the former pastor,I had no temptations to indulge in anything sinful in regards to acting out by fantasies and lusting.I still was tempted to look up some online porn,but instead chose to watch some music videos and cartoons online,which killed that particular temptation.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I need to still stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time and I have to be prepared when they do.When they do,I need to go to my Heavenly Father and ask for strength to help me fight and resist the temptation.I need to really work on this and show my Heavenly Father that I mean it when I say that I want to overcome and heal from this terrible SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also need some positive verbal support in the comments section as well.I really need some support of both kinds as I really don't have much of a support network in my hometown.I need both your prayers and your positive verbal support.They both help keep me going.They also help keep me strong in terms of my determination and motivation.The positive verbal support also reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would like for all of you who visit my blog regularly to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ