Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After coffee,I showered and after my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I had a talk with my job placement counselor/coach and set up an appointment with her to meet this Wednesday morning and after that was done,I got dressed and I headed over to the local hospital to meet with my therapist there and the meeting with her went well.After getting a new appointment,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to relax and enjoy a little music and I did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,while online doing my personal PC work,a passing immoral thought went through my mind and I let it fester in my mind.I almost started to touch myself inappropriately,but managed to stop myself before it went too far.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and I told my Heavenly Father about it all and when I was finished,I felt better and knew and truly believed that I was forgiven for my sins.For the rest of the day into the evening,I had no problems with temptations of any kind.I need to continue working on myself and also,continue working on getting tough with myself.I need to work on going to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asking him for strength to help me fight and resist all sorts of temptations,including passing immoral thoughts that creep up when least expected.I can't let Satan and his minions get what they want me to do.I also have to work on "I WON'T" give Satan and his minions what they want me to do.Fellow blog followers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I constantly need both prayers and positive verbal support every day and often.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I also need to stay strong in terms of my determination to overcome and motivation to heal.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of going to get my hair cut at a local salon,I don't have much planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ