Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.I postponed my shower for a while and I washed my hair over the kitchen sink and when that was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast and got dressed to do some much needed errand running.
I first went to the bank to withdraw some money and to pay a bill.After that,I went home to register one of the bills and I went to a friend's music store to give him a little business.After that,I did a little bit of grocery shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and I showered afterwards.I then watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.
After eating,I headed over to my usual Thursday night Holy Bible study group,which went well.I headed straight home when it was over and when I got home,I proceeded to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,though it may be that,I didn't have any problems in regards to being tempted to act out nor was I tempted to fantasize,lust nor manipulate my genitals.I guess that staying busy with what I had to do was all that I had to do to take my mind off of the immoral sexual aspects of SSA.I had to run my errands and just be out in the community.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.Satan and his minions can strike at any time and I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also need some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section as much as I need prayers.Your prayerful and positive verbal support means a lot to me.Please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Your support in both of these areas helps keep me going.They also keep me strong in terms of my determination to overcome and motivation to heal.Your positive verbal support also helps reaffirm and reassure me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Tomorrow,I will be spending the holiday with one of my church friends and I am looking forward to that.
That was my day today and my plans for the holiday ahead.FJ