Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished with showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in dress clothes and headed for church for the worship service,which was outdoors today.
The service was wonderful and was shortened due to rain in the morning.After it was over,I changed into casual clothes and headed back to the church for a lunch they were having.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that,went out to the local Super Wal-Mart to get a gallon of milk.I headed straight home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating,I did a little bit more personal PC work and later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I again gave into temptation twice by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind and I also fantasized and lusted after the images as well.I managed to stop myself and ask my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and left nothing out.When I was finished,I felt better as I new and truly believed that I was forgiven.I still need to work on getting tough with myself and make it a habit to go to my Heavenly Father often when temptation comes around.I don't want to give Satan and his minions what they want.I want to overcome SSA and heal from SSA as well.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support every day and I need it because I really don't have any support networks in my hometown.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support on the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ