Happy 4th of July to everyone in the good old USA today.
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I did some checking up on my e-mail accounts and after that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and showered when I was finished.After showering,I relaxed for much of the afternoon listening to music and watching a movie that I popped into my DVD player.A little later on in the afternoon,I got dressed and headed over to the house of one of my church friend's for a little food and watching a fireworks display from a local park that was near my church friend's house.When it was over and it was getting dark,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I simply headed for bed as I was really tired from the very good day that I had today.I also still managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Though the latter thing is the most difficult for me,I had no problems with it today.I had no temptations to act out in any way,shape or form and that was great.I guess that staying busy with the holiday and being around a friend took my mind off of these things.I am glad that I didn't have the stress of temptation today.Though I escaped today unscathed,I have to keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They will try to tempt me to act out in many ways.When this happens,I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I don't want these unnatural sexual desires that I have to own me.I want to own them and not them owning me.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time right now.I also need positive verbal support.The more support that I get,the better I will feel.Your support,bit prayerful and verbal,helps keeps me strong.It also reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing really planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ