Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to a local kitchen for lunch and after that,I headed for a gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few needed things.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and enjoyed some music and a little TV.I also prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little more TV and did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does so,I am still struggling daily against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult struggle that I have.Today,though it is,I wasn't tempted today to act out.I wasn't tempted to fantasize nor lust nor to manipulate my genitals.It was a relief that no temptations came around today.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They can try to tempt me to act out in any way,shape or form.I need to show them that I own these unnatural sexual desires that I have and that they don't own me.Though I did escape today unscathed,I am still asking that you please keep me in your prayers as I still need them.I also ask that you leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your verbal encouragement as much as I need your prayers.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment that I have with my job coach to help get an application for work filled out,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ