Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in dress clothes real quickly and I headed for the agency so my job placement counselor/coach and I could fill out a job application.After we filled it out,I left the agency to drop it off and after that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and I headed back out to have lunch at a local kitchen.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I headed back out to see how a friend of mine was doing.After spending several minutes with him,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Wendy's to buy a side salad for dinner.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and while that was heating up,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I watched a little TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.Though it does,I am still struggling daily with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,with the latter being my most difficult of the two.Today,I actually gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals and yes,sexual images of men clouded my mind and I also gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after these images.I managed to stop myself and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and while I did,I left nothing out.I admitted everything.When I was finished praying,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I still need to work on getting tough with myself.I need to find out why I keep giving into these terrible temptations.I can't let Satan and his minions get what they want.I want to heal from and overcome this terrible SSA.Again,I need to find out why I keep giving in.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still in need of both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I feel alone when nobody leaves me any positive verbal support in the comments section.Please leave me some encouraging words in the comments section.I need it very much.I also ask that you continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ