Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.
This morning,after having coffee and cleaning up a little,I got dressed up and headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.I also went out to lunch at a Chinese restaurant and headed back home after that.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while again while doing more personal PC work.I then later went back out to a local supermarket to pick up a few things and even picked up a sandwich at a local McDonald's.I also bought some fries at a local Wendy's before heading straight home again.
When I got home,I ate my sandwich and fries and did some more personal PC work.I also did a little bit of cleaning work in the house.Later on,I prepared to retire for the evening.A wonderful and eventful day overall.
I am still terribly struggling with SSA.It has been very difficult for me these last few weeks.
I have been giving into terrible temptations constantly.I don't know why I do.
I still continue to ask myself "What am I doing wrong?"
I also still continue to ask myself "What can I or have to do to stop giving into these terrible temptations?"
I feel that I'm failing my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ every time I give in to these terrible temptations.I don't want to fail them,but I feel that I am.
I am still seeking advice from anyone who can help me.I feel that I'm all alone in this struggle.
Please continue praying for me.Please leave me some positive verbal support,such as encouragement and spiritual upbuilding,in the comments section.I need all the help and support that I can get.I need to know that there are still people who are behind me all the way.I also need to know that nobody has given up on me.Please pray for me and support me though encouragement and spiritual upbuilding.Thanks to all of you and Thanks to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ.
Tomorrow is a work day and I hope that all goes well.FJ