Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I bathed as usual when I woke up this morning.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work and managed to finish it despite issues with Yahoo mail.After that,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I had a spirituality group that I needed to attend and I was looking forward to it with a lot of enthusiasm.After the holiday last week,I was looking forward to it this week.
The group meeting was wonderful.After the meeting was over,I headed over to a local community kitchen for lunch and after that was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Big Lots to look around,but didn't really buy anything.After that,I headed over to the drug store to pick up my prescriptions.After paying for those,I headed straight home and that is where I stayed for the rest of the day as I had nothing else to do nor any place else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues to go well,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of depression.I am dealing with them on a one day at a time basis.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,temptation still comes around.Each and every day,I am tempted to act out on my desires.I had a close call this morning when I was manipulating my genitals to achieve hardness or near hardness while visions of naked med danced in front of my eyes without even watching any pornography.I really need some support and encouragement here during this really rough period.If anyone out there can offer some words of encouragement and advice,please do so.Thanks.
Tomorrow,I have to take my car into the shop to get my emissions hose on my engine replaced.In the afternoon,I have an appointment with a sexual abuse support counselor.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my plans and hopes for the day ahead.FJ