Tonight,my road to recovery continues.I had a pretty good,if not too eventful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning,though it was later than I wanted to get up,and bathed.I just didn't hear the alarm initially when I was still sleeping.When I did finally get up,I bathed and after my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I really didn't have too much to do.I simply ran an errand for my mom.I had to go to a local supermarket to pick up something that my mom wanted me to get for the house.After paying for that item,I headed straight home.I had nothing else to do nor anyplace else to go.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good,but not too eventful,day.
Though my recovery continues,I am still dealing and struggling,on a daily basis,with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medications as directed.I am hoping to continue to recover and I am hoping that it will become positive in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out today was minimal if nil at best.I had really no temptation to act out on my desires nor did I have any urge to manipulate my genitals for the purpose of achieving hardness or near hardness for the purpose of masturbation.After yesterday's sermon in church,I actually felt good after hearing what the pastor talked about.It all made sense.I simply did get a lot out of what the pastor discussed with everyone in the church about sexuality and what God had intended for it to be for us humans on Earth.I left yesterday feeling a little bit better.Yesterday,my temptation to act out on my desires was just as minimal if nil at best as they are today.I am hoping that the pastor delivers more sermons of this type in the near future.They are so desperately needed in this day and age to educate those who worship in the church on sexuality and why God had created it and what he intended for sexuality to be and what he meant for it.I am taking what the pastor said to heart and I am hoping to continue benefiting in the near and distant future.Though at the moment my cravings or temptations to act out are minimal if nil at best,I still need to be on guard as the cravings and the temptation to act out can come back when least expected.I have to be watchful as it can rear it's ugly head when not realized in time.Again,I know that I have to be on guard.But I am still thankful for all the advice that has been given.I am going to try and apply this advice in the near and distant future.Thanks again to all for their help.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ