Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up later than I wanted to and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After doing that,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I didn't have too much to do today.I only had a couple of things on my agenda.I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things that were needed for the house.After that,I headed over to another local store to pick up something that I needed.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a movie in the DVD player to watch.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted early this morning when I had another morning erection.It also was a throbbing one.I simply tosses and turned to resist the temptation to masturbate it away and my penis softened.I slept for a little bit longer.For the rest of the day,my temptation to act out on my desires was minimal if nil at best.I really didn't have any more temptation to act out nor masturbate.While that was good,I still need to keep on guard and be watchful because temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I know that it isn't a sin to be tempted,but it is a sin to give into the temptation.I just have to stay strong and hope for the best to happen and I hope that it does continue to work out in the long run.
Tomorrow morning,I am planning to attend the morning's church service,alongside the Holy Bible study class that is an hour and a half before the service.As for the rest of the day,I have made no plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ