Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up a little later than usual and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
Today,we had some snow falling,so I decided to do everything close to home.Though the weather wasn't too cold,I chose that in case the weather gets worse,simply keep everything close to home.
I only ran a couple of errands today.I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I went to the drug store to pick a couple of important things.After paying for the items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start improving very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours.I woke up to yet another erection that was throbbing.I had to really toss and turn just to resist the temptation to masturbate it away.The erection would soon die down and I went back to sleep.Though I escaped this one,I have to keep in mind that temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.It can come in any way,shape or form.Each and every time I get a morning erection,though it doesn't happen too often,I do get the temptation to masturbate it away when it does happen.The resistance of the temptation to masturbate when erect can be very difficult.It is a lot easier to give into the temptation than it is to resist the temptation.I have to stay on guard and be watchful because temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to keep fighting the urge and continue to work on resistance.I am hoping that I can stay strong and stay focused on my goals to heal from unwanted SSA rather than give into the feelings.I am still open to any suggestions.
As for tomorrow,I will be attending the morning's church service and the morning Holy Bible study class before the service.After that,I have nothing else planned.But whatever I do,I hope that it give me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ
2 comments:
Hi there FJ,
Started to snow here last evening and so we finally have an 'amount' of it on the ground, have not really had much more than a sifting before. A bit colder and more windy as well so I stayed closer to home just as you indicated you did.
Thanks for sharing the positives that are coming through everything you are doing. One has to motor on, don't we. Take good care, will talk again.
Stan
It really wasn't that bad. It was just a light dusting. It actually melted when the sun came out. It was still a little chilly, but it was above the freezing mark. We have been having some roller coaster weather for the last few months. We are under a jet stream that was borne out of the West Coast. That is why the weather has been a roller coaster ride for us. The weather sources have said that they can't predict when the jet stream will lose energy and weaken. I have a feeling that it will lose energy and weaken when Spring will be almost here. Of course, this is just a feeling that I have. I really don't know if it will happen or not.
Thanks for the comment. Comments are always appreciated. Thanks again.
I might be e-mailing you tomorrow. I hooked up with yet another ministry that is affiliated with the church as a whole that I worship in called Keys Ministries. I will tell you all about in the e-mail tomorrow.
Thanks again.
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