Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and bathed.After my bath,I had breakfast and 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got a phone call from the local hospital that they faxed a new prescription for my medication after the drug store lost the prescription that I dropped off for them to file.I was really over the edge emotionally when I called the drug store last night to have them fill the prescription and they told me that they didn't have one on file for me even though I dropped one off at their store.This morning,it was all fixed up and my prescription is ready to be picked up,which I will pick up tomorrow when I have some money.After that,I did my personal PC work and I relaxed for the rest of the morning.
As the afternoon was beginning,I got dressed and proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.I really didn't have too much to do today.
I went to a local close out bargain store to pick up a couple of things.After paying for those items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start improving in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted in the wee early morning hours as a result of what had happened with the drug store the previous night.I really wanted to manipulate my genitals for the purpose of attaining hardness or near hardness for the purpose of masturbation.I did fight the temptation,though it wasn't an easy thing to do.I managed to escape this one,but I was still,though mildly,tempted to do that for the rest of the day.But I managed to stay strong.I really didn't know how I did that today,but I did.Though I escaped today,there is always tomorrow and the day after that and so on.I will just have to keep fighting the urge when it comes around.I am still open to any ideas.
Tomorrow,I have a spirituality group that I will be attending.As far as the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ