Tonight my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a very good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had breakfast and my 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I had a lot planned and I wanted to get it all done.
I first went to get my hair cut at a local hair shop.After that was done,I went over to the local Super Wal-Mart,which was just across the street,and picked up something that my mom wanted me to get for her.After that,I went over to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered all the money at the Where's George site and afterwards,I got ready to meet with the pastor of the church to discuss becoming a member again and to learn more about the basics and the teachings of the church.It was for one full hour and beforehand,I did ask another pastor that I communicate with via personal e-mail for advice on what to ask and what to share with the church pastor.
The hour meeting was excellent.We made some arrangements for classes and when they will be and all and after the meeting,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched some TV for a while.
After eating some take out food that I picked up when I went out again and came home,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a very good and eventful day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts improving in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best.I really had no urge to masturbate or even to watch online porn.Though I escaped today,I know that there is tomorrow and the day after that and so on.I know that the temptation to act out can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to stay on guard and be watchful.Again,I escaped today unscathed,but that temptation or urge to act out by masturbating or watching porn can rear it's ugly head when least expected.Again,I am still open to any advice or suggestions.
Tomorrow,I have a Men's Network group that I will be attending.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ