Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a very good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up and proceeded to go to the morning's church service.I was looking forward to this with a lot of positive anticipation and very high enthusiasm.
Both the Holy Bible study class and the service afterwards were wonderful.I got quite a lot from both and the fellowship before and after the service was terrific.After it was all over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and changed into my casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and I decided to go out and run a small errand for myself.
I went to a local closeout bargain store in my area to buy something.After paying for that,I headed over to a local pizzeria to have a slice of pizza.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD in the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a very good and eventful day.It is always eventful when you make going to church a part of the day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that someday soon my recovery will start improving.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours.I was awakened again by another erection.It was also another throbbing one and it also felt really hard.I really had to toss and turn very aggressively so I could resist the temptation to masturbate the erection away.It wasn't easy,but I managed to escape when the erection died down and I fell back asleep.Though I escaped that episode,I have to continually keep in mind that the temptation to act out in any way,shape or form can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to stay strong and keep up the strength to resist the best way that I know how.It isn't easy,but I know that it can be done.I have got to keep fighting when the temptation to act out by masturbating rears it's ugly head.I have to continually keep strong,even though I am weak and meek.I am still open to any suggestions or advice.Thanks.
Tomorrow,I have a couple of groups that I need to attend.Aside from that,I have no other plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ