Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After bathing,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day as I had some stuff planned.
I first went to my spirituality group and as usual,that went great.I got a lot out of it and after that was over,I headed over to a local community kitchen for lunch.After lunch,I headed over to the local K-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I went to a local card store to pick up a birthday card for a daughter of a friend of the family.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts to improve in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another erection.I was tempted to masturbate it away when I was awoke by that.It was a really strong temptation,but I resisted by simply tossing and turning until the erection died down and I went back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I have to stay on guard and be watchful as the temptation to act out can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I have to be careful as it can come back with a vengeance.I need to continue to stay strong whenever the temptation to act out in any way,shape or form rears it's ugly head when least expected.I am still open to any advice or suggestions by those who read this blog regularly.Thanks.
Tomorrow,I have another appointment with the pastor of the church that I have been worshipping at since September of last year and I hope that it goes good.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ