Tonight,my road to recovery continues,though it is still a rocky road.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and this time,I had three cups of coffee because I really needed to wake up.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had only a few things planned.
I had a group that I needed to attend today and I was looking forward to that.
The meeting was wonderful.After the meeting,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things that were needed for the house.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little bit of TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
My recovery continues to move forward.But I am still having to deal with the symptoms of bipolar depression and the emotional roller coaster ride that it gives me.I really don't know how I am going to feel day in or day out or even day by day.One day,I can be feeling good.But the next day,I can feel down.If dealing with the symptoms of bipolar depression weren't bad enough,I also have to deal with the schizophrenic tendencies that I have alongside the bipolar depression.Still,the only things that I can do is to continue my therapy sessions and continue taking my medication as directed.I can only hope that my recovery will start to improve in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another erection.I was really tempted to masturbate the erection away as I have done in the past when I did get an erection.I had to really aggressively toss and turn around until the erection died down.Though I escaped this episode,I need to keep in mind that the temptation to act out by masturbating or other ways,other than seeking a male partner out,can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I just have to keep fighting all the temptations when they come and use all the strength that I can muster to continually resist the temptation.Though I have been using a suggestion that was given to me by a follower,I am still open to any other suggestions.Thanks in advance for sharing.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ