Tonight,my road to recovery continues to go forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as i had a few things planned.
I first went to get my hair cut.After that,I headed over to the garage to get my alignment done on my car,which really needed to get done.After that was done,I headed over to the hospital to spend some time with my mother.After doing so,I headed over to a friend's house to see how he was doing.After spending some time with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading in as well.
While my road to recovery continues to go forward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and the emotional roller coaster ride that goes with it.I never know how my mood will be from one day to the next or from one minute to the next.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions and I am still taking my medication as directed.I am also still relying on both God and his son Jesus Christ more whenever the struggle seems to be getting too unbearable.I simply talk about it to them and after that,I feel a tad better.It also shows that I am not alone in my BPD struggles.Thanks to both God and Christ for everything.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection.This was yet another overwhelming temptation and I really had to use all my strength to fight and resist this temptation.I simply sat up and while sitting up,the erection died down and I went back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I still have to keep in mind that the temptation to act out on these unnatural desires that I have can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I am always in the fight to resist any form of temptation.At times,it feels to unbearable to continue in the fight to do what is right.When that happens,I simply turn to both God and his son Jesus Christ for help whenever that happens.I simply throw the temptation on them and they help sustain me.I also feel much better after doing that.It again shows that I am not alone in my fight and that makes me feel pretty good.Thanks to both God and Christ for everything.
Tomorrow,I have my usual Spirituality group and lunch at a local kitchen afterwards.I am also planning to pay my mom a visit at the hospital as well.As for the rest of the day,I have no plans.But I am hoping that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for teh day ahead.FJ