Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues to move forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I headed over to my usual Spirituality group.
The group meeting was wonderful as I did get a lot out of it.After it was over,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch and after I was done with that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped to see how a friend of mine was doing and after spending a few minutes with him When I got home,I relaxed and did my personal PC work.After that,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues to move forward,I am still dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.I never know how my moods and/or emotions will be from one day to the next,or at times,from minute/moment to the next.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on God and his son Christ Jesus whenever the struggle seems to be getting way too unbearable for me to handle.I simply talk about this particular struggle with God and they both help in sustaining me.I am not alone in this particular struggle and that is wonderful.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I gave into temptation early this morning by masturbating.I was also lusting as well alongside that.I immediately asked God to forgive in the name of his son Jesus Christ and after that,I did feel better.I also continued in prayer to God in the name of his son Christ Jesus all through the day as temptation wouldn't leave me alone.I kept throwing every temptation on God and asking him for strength in Christ Jesus' name and I felt better.I am glad that God and Christ Jesus are both understanding and loving and that God freely forgives no matter how many times that I fall.I am again asking that everyone who continually follows and reads my blog to continue in prayer for me and also,to please leave an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I ask because both your prayers and your encouraging comments both help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to overcome SSA.It is just that most people visit,but usually don't leave an encouraging comment or two in the comments.Please don't be shy.Please leave an encouraging comment or two in the comments section and also,please continue in prayer for me as well.Your prayers and your encouraging words are very much appreciated.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ