Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
After meeting with my caseworker in the early afternoon,I headed out to do some much needed important stuff that I needed to do.
I first went to the bank to withdraw some money and after that,I headed over to a hair place to get my hair done.After that was done,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to get some much needed grocery shopping done.After that,I headed over to yet another local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I registered all the bills that I withdrew at the Where's George website.I then relaxed and watched some TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ more whenever this particular struggle seems to be getting way too unbearable for me to handle.I simply talk about this particular struggle with God in the name of his son Jesus Christ and they both help in sustaining me.It shows that I am not alone in this particular struggle and that does make me feel a tad better.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another erection,though it didn't last very long.I sat up for a while and I proceeded to get out of bed and the erection started to soften and when my genitals were fully soft,I went back to bed and back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I did get some minor temptations throughout the day,but was out and about much today.I stayed out for a while just getting things that needed to get done accomplished and hardly any sexual and/or impure thoughts of men didn't enter my mind.I kept busy throughout the day and though it still wasn't easy dealing and struggling with these temptations,though minor,I still had hardly any troubles.But just because I escaped today,I still have the next day because anything can happen tomorrow and the day after that and so on.I am again asking that all of you keep me in your prayers and to also please leave an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.Your prayers and your encouraging words both help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to continue in overcoming this terrible SSA and the unwanted and unnatural sexual desires and feelings that I have that are connected with this terrible SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and for your encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of my usual monthly Men's Network group and church on Sunday,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ