Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things planned.
The main thing on my agenda today was that I had an appointment to meet with the same priest that I talked with last month in hopes of connecting with a Courage support group.I headed over into a city in the next county to talk with him.
The meeting went wonderfully well.After it was all over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at an AMVETS thrift store and I purchased a few things.After paying for those things,I headed to a local supermarket when I was back in my home town and bought something there.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and into a sweatsuit.I prepared my evening meal and I relaxed while eating it and watching a DVD.I stayed home for the rest of the evening.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily battle against the symptoms of BPD and Schizophrenia.This psychiatric double whammy that I have can really be draining both energy-wise and emotionally.I never know how my moods and/or emotions will be from one day to the next,or at other times,from one minute/moment to the next within the same day.Aside from the emotional roller coaster ride of BPD,I also have to put up with the hallucinatory effects of Schizophrenia and that can really be a difficult thing to endure.I am still in therapy and I have a session two days before Thanksgiving and I am also still taking my medication as directed.The thing with mental health therapy is that it is one-sided.On one corner,it helps deal with the symptoms and the affects of what the psychiatric diagnosis is.The other thing is that it refuses to understand things,such as the SSA struggle.The mental health professionals are always insisting that individuals should accept their sexual identities as they are and go out and live their lives in accordance to what their sexual identities are.The thing with me personally is this;I have refused to live my life like that.The Holy Bible,the word of the sovereign Lord and creator of the world,the people living on it and the only true God,condemns the sexual activity between two members of the same gender.It flat out says that the sexual activity between two members of the same gender is wrong,inappropriate,and sinful.Not only that,the sinful sexual lifestyle associated with that sinful lifestyle is a very highly destructive lifestyle.There is also no real love connected with that sinful lifestyle.It is a lifestyle of never ending sexual promiscuity that can lead to AIDS and many other sexually transmitted diseases.I am trying to live my life in accordance to what my Heavenly Father,through his word the Holy Bible,wants me to live my life.I know that I will fall short at times,but my Heavenly Father is there to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.When I do fall short,I simply ask my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ and I also accept full and total responsibility for my fall.I do feel better after that and I can move on with my day once that is done.Follow blog followers,I am again asking that all of you continue praying for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time as I am still struggling right now and it is a very difficult one indeed.I am also asking that all of you please leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both your prayers and your encouraging words.They both help keep me going in this struggle.They also help keep both my determination and motivation strong.I really need both your prayers and your words of positive encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual and I am also hoping to go see a movie,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ