Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and headed out to pay some much needed bills that needed to be paid.After that,I stopped a few local stores to buy a few more things that I needed and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work and I also had my evening meal,which was light.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily battle and struggle with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.I also struggle with the schizophrenic tendencies that I have.Fortunately,I am still attending my therapy sessions. and I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I also battle the terrible demon known as SSA,which is also a very difficult struggle in itself.Today,since I spent most of the day out and about in the community,I wasn't distressed by these things.I kept busy by being out and about in the community.I simply did what I had to do and it was wonderful.It took my mind off of sexual thoughts with men and it also kept me at ease.It was great that I had no distressing things today.I also think that going to the group last night for conquering addictions also helped as well.My mind,last night,actually felt refreshed and it also felt pretty good.I am now going to really pray to my Heavenly Father in the name of his son Jesus Christ tonight before I go to sleep.I have a feeling that they led me to this group and I am feeling a bit better now and I am hoping to feel a lot much better in the future by continuing to attend meetings each week.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and also please leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I still need both your prayers and your positive verbal encouragement.They both help keep me going.They also help keep both my determination and my motivation strong.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Tomorrow,my father is coming for a visit and I really don't know how long he is going to stay.I am hoping that his visit is a wonderful one.I am also hoping to catch up on some much needed shopping myself.Aside from these things,I have nothing else planned.I hope that whatever I do choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ