Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had two cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done cleaning up,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things planned and it was also a big evening for me.
I went out to do some important stuff that needed to be done.I went to pick up my new pair of glasses from the eye doctor and after that,I stopped at a nearby convenience store to pick up something for lunch and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I heated up my lunch in the microwave and I ate it.After that,I headed back out again to go to a local supermarket to pick up a small thing that I needed.After paying for that,I dropped a few free newspapers at a few people's houses that I knew.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did some personal PC work.
After eating,I got dressed up in dress clothes and decided to head over to church for the Ash Wednesday evening service,which was wonderful,which made this evening a big night for me as this was my first Ash Wednesday service that I attended since returning to church.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and into my night clothes and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day and a big night for me.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two.While that may be,I must report today that I didn't have any problems with being tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting alongside manipulating my genitals to the fantasies and lusting.Today,I went through unscathed.I guess that it's because that today was Ash Wednesday and I was planning to go to church for the service,which took my mind off of these immoral and impure things.I also kept myself busy by doing what I had to do and that helped take my mind off of these things.I went through the day unscathed and that was great.Though I escaped today unscathed,I must keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the days after that.I never know when Satan and his minions will strike at me to tempt me to act out by fantasizing and lusting with sexual images of men clouding my mind.Fellow blog followers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ