Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day,but I really couldn't get everything that I needed to get done accomplished as a result of car troubles.
My car's engine lately hasn't been up to par lately.After getting the oil change done on Monday,I thought that everything was going well,but it is this engine problem that I have that makes the engine do something when I try to accelerate to a higher speed.I tried to get to the public library to get some important stuff done,but had to turn around and head for home as my "Check Engine" light was blinking on and off.
I did get a few things done today.I paid my car insurance and I paid my DirecTV bill.As for the rest of the day,I couldn't really do anything nor go anywhere as a result of the car problems.I just relaxed and spent some time online and communicated with some of my online friends.
Tonight,after I was done eating a light meal,I got a ride to my evening Holy Bible study group,which was wonderful and I also got a ride home.It was great to be around these people that I study with every Thursday evening.When I got home,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two.Though it is,I managed to escape unscathed as I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting and I wasn't tempted to manipulate my genitals at the same time.Though I was a little stressed as a result of what had happened today with the car and the problems,I simply wasn't tempted to do anything in regards to my SSA feelings or anything related to them,which was pretty good.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.This means that I have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected and I don't want Satan and his minions in my life at all because Satan and his minions are spiritual troublemakers and again,I don't need nor want them in my life at all.I have to continue to pray to my Heavenly Father and ask him for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also need to make that a habit because I don't want to have Satan and his minions try to tempt me into thinking the old and negative thoughts that I used to think in regards to SSA and my goals to heal and overcome this terrible emotional condition.Fellow blog followers and readers,I am again asking that y'all please continue praying for me and please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I need both prayerful and emotional support each and every day as I don't want to feel alone.I know that I have my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ helping me,but I also need the help and encouragement of my fellow man on Earth as well.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of dropping my car off at the garage so they can look at it on Monday,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ