Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and got dressed up in a suit.I headed out the door for church for the Easter breakfast and the worship service afterwards.
The whole Easter Sunday morning in church was wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers after the worship service ended,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed from my suit into my casual clothes and I headed to my niece's house for dinner.
The dinner at my niece's house was great.After that,I headed over to the birthday party that I was invited to,but when I got there,the person who was throwing it had to head out to her daughter's place.She gave me a piece of cake to go and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the cake piece in the refrigerator and I did my personal PC work and it was a lot to do.After that was done,I decided to pop a DVD into the DVD player and watch it.After that,I did a little bit of reading and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Although it is the most difficult of the two for me,I had no problems today with it.I had no temptations to act out by fantasies or lusting and no sexual images of men clouded my mind.I simply kept busy with what I had to do today and it was great.I kept busy by pursuing my spirituality on this,the most important Sunday of the year by going to church and having a share in everything connected with it.I also had some fun at my niece's house and though I didn't stay very long,I had a good time simply visiting with someone that I hadn't seen in a long time.I must say that staying busy took my mind off of anything sexual with other men.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers and readers,I still need y'all to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.It is just that my blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments of any kind are rarely left.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support.They both help keep me going.They also help keep my determination and motivation strong.They also reaffirm me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have nothing planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ