Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and quickly did my personal PC work and when I was finished with that,I relaxed and watched a little TV for a while.
I didn't have too much on my agenda for today.I did get out for a bit.I first went over to my sister's house to pick up a bag of empty bottles and after that,I stopped at the local Salvation Army thrift store and I managed to score a CD of Christian music.After paying for it,I headed over to a local supermarket to turn in the bottles and after getting the money from them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal and I did some more personal PC work,including registering all the money that I got from turning the bottles in at the local supermarket.
After eating,I decided to watch an education video online on YouTube and after that was finished,I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I really had no problems with SSA.Today,I had no sexual images of men cloud my mind and that was a relief for me.I went through the day and nothing negative happened.I really don't know why this didn't happen today,but I am grateful that I didn't have any troubles.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It is not that I am worried about tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It is just that I have to keep in mind that Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.They are out there and they can tempt anyone to go against the sovereign Lord and creator and his perfect law in regards to sexuality.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions are out there waiting to get anyone who worships the the sovereign Lord and creator of all things.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments of any kind are rarely left.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't be shy and leave some positive verbal support.I need both types of support each and every day.They both help keep me going.They also help keep my determination and my motivation strong.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ