Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.We had a substitute pastor giving the sermon today and I had a wonderful conversation with him once the service was over,though I also had some wonderful fellowship with my other fellow worshipers as well.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I had a quick lunch.After that,I did my personal PC work and when that was done,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work and after that,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I gave into temptation yet again by masturbating upon awakening.I washed my hands afterwards and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed and I prayed and I left nothing out.When I was finished,I felt better as I truly knew and believed that I was forgiven and I also asked my Heavenly Father to help me in forgiving myself for falling short.For the rest of the day,I had no problems.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with their ways of tempting anyone to sin against the sovereign Lord and creator of all things,our Heavenly Father.I still need to work on getting tough with myself by asking for strength to fight and resist these terrible urges from my Heavenly Father.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't be shy and leave me some positive encouraging words in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support desperately and right now.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments of any kind are rarely left in the comments section when they do visit.Please leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section alongside your prayers.They both help keep me going.They also help keep both my determination and motivation strong.Please don't be shy and leave me an encouraging word or two while also continuing to keep me in your prayers.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ