Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had two cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished with that,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed real quickly and I headed out to my monthly Men's Network meeting,only to find out when I got to the church where the meeting is held that the meeting was postponed until next week.I left and did a little bit of shopping at a nearby Salvation Army thrift store and a nearby Goodwill thrift store.After that,I went to the post office to mail out an important payment.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped the stuff that I bought at home and after that,I headed for the bank to pay a bill there and I also went to the local Sears to pay another bill.After that,I did some shopping at the local Super Wal-Mart and headed to another local supermarket to buy some stuff there and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I did my personal PC work.I relaxed and took it easy for the rest of the day as it was raining for much of the day.
After eating,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I also relaxed and watched a DVD.I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,a passing immoral thought came into my mind and I dwelled on it.It made my private parts twitch a little in my pants.Fortunately,I stopped it before it got worse and I asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning against him in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and I accepted full and total responsibility for my falling short.I left nothing out as I prayed and when I was finished praying,I felt better and truly believed that I was forgiven.I went on with the rest of the day without any problems,but I know that I have to really stay on guard as passing immoral thoughts can come when least expected.I also need to be really watchful at the same time.Satan and his minions can strike at any minute and I need to be on guard at all times.I don't want to sin and disappoint my Heavenly Father.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both of these types of support each and every day.I hope that more and more people who visit my blog will leave positive verbal support in the comments section.Please leave me some positive verbal support and please continue to keep me in your prayers.They both help keep me going.They also help keep both my determination and motivation strong.They also reassure and reaffirm me that I am not alone in this particular fight and struggle.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual in the morning,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ