Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed quickly.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and headed over to the Men's Network meeting.
The meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas.After that was done.I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few things.After paying for those items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I had a light lunch and when I was finished,I decided to pay a visit to a friend to see how they were doing.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home and stayed there for the rest of the day.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues onward,I am still on my constant battle and struggle with the symptoms of BPD and the emotional roller coaster ride that goes with the territory of having BPD.It is a never ending roller coaster ride that never seems to end.I never how my moods and/or emotions will be from day to day or from minute/moment to minute/moment.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am still taking my medication as directed.I am also still relying more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever this particular struggles seems to be getting too overwhelming for me to handle.I simply talk about this particular struggle with God in the name of his son Jesus Christ and they both help in sustaining me.It also shows that I am not alone in this particular struggle as both God and his son Jesus Christ give power beyond what any human therapy can give and that is wonderful.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate when yet another throbbing erection woke me up out of a deep sleep,but the good thing is that it didn't last very long.I sat up and my genitals softened as I was doing so.When they were fully soft,I went back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I was tempted throughout the day to act out on these unnatural desires that I have and I kept up in prayer throughout the day as the temptations kept coming at me.I kept throwing every temptation on God and asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to fight and resist the temptations.I kept it up all day and I always felt better when I did that.Though I continue to pray and pray,I am still asking that everyone who continues to follow and read my blog to continue praying for me and also,to please leave an encouraging word or two in the comments section on my blog as both your prayers and your positive comments help keep me going.I see that quite a few people visit my blog,but usually don't leave any positive words of encouragement in the comments section.Please leave an encouraging word or two here.Please don't be shy.Your encouraging words do help in keeping me going,alongside any prayers that say on my behalf.I can go it alone in this terrible SSA struggle.Please do both of these things for me.I would appreciate that.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your encouragement.Thanks also to both God and Christ for everything that they do.
Tomorrow,it will be church as usual,including the morning's Holy Bible study class and hour and a half before the worship service.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ