Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed over to church for the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the drug store to pick up a prescription.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I had a light lunch and after that,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I relaxed and watched a movie.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day as for me,going to church always makes the day eventful.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading in as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I am still on my constant struggle with the symptoms of BPD and the emotional roller coaster ride that goes with the territory of having BPD.I never know how my moods and/or emotions will be from one day to the next or from one minute/moment to the next.It is always very difficult to deal with and also struggle with.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes me BPD struggle even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also continuing to rely on God and his son Jesus Christ more whenever the struggle seems to be getting too unbearable for me to handle.I simply talk about this particular struggle with God in the name of his son Jesus Christ and they both help in sustaining me.It also shows that I am not alone in my struggle and that makes me feel pretty good.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection.Each and every time that I resist any temptations,they always keep coming back stronger and stronger.I had to really use all of my strength to fight and resist this temptation.I sat up for a while and went back to sleep when my genitals had softened.Thought I escaped this episode,I was still tempted throughout the day as they really kept coming at me.I threw every temptation on God and asked him for strength to help me fight and resist every temptation.I asked for that in the name of his son Jesus Christ and each and every time that I did,I always felt better as the temptations were all reduced to nil.I kept it up constantly and I felt better each time.I am also still asking for prayers and for positive words of encouragement in the comments section on this blog of mine.Please leave and encouraging word or two for me as both your prayers and your encouraging words help keep me going.Thanks in advance for all of your prayers and encouraging words.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Tomorrow,I have my usual building and improving self esteem group.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ